Friday 21 June 2013

Words on Pixels (Or Words on Paper)

Making words isn't hard, making sense is.
It's hard to write about how you feel, because 
emotion can't be expressed within lines and curves. 
Maths is easy. It's precise, it's harder to go wrong. 
But words. Oh no, totally different story. Pun intended
because I'm a poet. There's a thing, I can't do something 
by accident anymore. I can see the techniques I use, 
and then I know I've done it wrong because I read it, and
it's not what I want. But hey, words and the best thing 
we've got, so we should all appreciate them. Right? 
But what do I know, I'm just a writer who has nothing to 
write about. I'm not even sure if this is a poem or not.   

Sunday 16 June 2013

The Perfect Memento

Cheap shots and you're off. 
Taxi ride, who's place? His. 
Do you have it, do you want it, 
Will you do it, yes, yes, of course. 
Oh God, it's happening. And then
it's done. You're broken. You 
roll off. And the lights go out. 
12 years for one night. Water. 
All you want is water. Now. 

You leave, with a bad taste and 
beer googles gone. He was a 7 not 
a 10. You idiot. Home. How was your
night honey? Good. You look bad. 
Mummy your home?! Mummy's got 
a headache. You sleep. You wake. 
Please, that was a dream, a bad dream. 
You wouldn't. Couldn't. Didn't. You doubt 
you were safe when you're 3 weeks late. 

Was it worth it. 12 years, 2 kids, 1 husband. 
Teenage sweethearts. The unbreakable's. The 
power couple. The perfect couple. The couple
everyone admired. Kids don't understand, why 
Mummy never comes home. Why Daddy cries 
all the time. Was it their fault? Weren't they 
good? Was it worth it. All that, was it worth it for 
great abs, brilliant blond hair, blue eyes, killer arms, 
and tight jeans. And nine months later you get a memento.